the moment that i was waiting for a longggggg time

selamat pagi dunia ..
alhamdulillah bersyukur saya pada hari masih lagi diberi nafas ..
mengadapnyer saya depan laptop abang saya ney dengan sengaja nak share something ...
hampir sebulan saya tidak meng-update blog saya ney ..

seskemnyer saya pada hari adelah kerana kerana kerana
hari ney

!~ LAST DAY FOR ME AS A STUDENT ~!

Perpisahan yang sementara ..

haha gedix je ney ..
hey hola meownink !

dengan bangganyer nak type kat sini yang today is the last day ..
0wh My Gucci ! last day tu ..

lepas ney nak pegi berjuang dan berkorban .. *semangatsemangat*

em SPM ~
y kena ada SPM meh ??

syifa target "A" la kan ..
Bahasa Melayu
English
Mathematics
Science
Pendidikan Islam ..

insyaALLAH .. selalunyer thats subjects yang lulus and OKey ..
ishhh tiba2 dup dap dup dap neyh ..

em dah dah .. mikin fening talk about this ..
nakk tenang ...!

esk exam Bahasa Melayu kertas 1 dan 2 and Seni bulat2 it means objective paper la.. hehe

end end on 13th nov at 1701 (05.01pm) .. 0h Gucci i cant wait .. weeee~
exam pun belum gedix pikir ble nak habes .. haha

mulai hari ney syifa akan berpisah dengan orang2 yang syifa berganda sangat sayang !! *kejap je tau*
pastu kena berpisah dengan ape yang salu buat ..heee ..
em ape lagi eh ?? banyak benda laa kena berpisah ney ..
haa itu je kodd .. tatau nak tulis pe dah ..

haaa ok ok .. nak pegi dah ney .. pegi melantak jap ..
tambah stamina .. tambah tenaga .. then nak pegi tambah ilmu ..
haaa ok ok ..

kalau terkasar bicara , terkutok ke , terbuat sesape terasa dengan sengaja atau tak ..
syifa susun sepuluh jari mohon maaf dari hujung rambut hingga ke hujung kaki .
doakan kejayaan syifa ~!!


.:syifasyazana:.

4 tahun ~

Nov , 11 , 2006 .

4 tahun dulu ..

jam 11 .15 pagi ..

i was ansewring paper Sivik for final exam ..
i was 13 years old ~
everyday after school , daddy and i went to Kedah Medical Centre .
about around 1 to 2 weeks ..
tengah jawab paper Sivik ..
2 prefect came to my class and called my name ..
time tu i was wondering why ..
my History teacher said ' tabah ye ~ '
i was what but i'm not asking her ..
so walk to pejabat i saw my daddy ..
a few second later my abang also there ..

my heart beat like dup dap dup dap gle nervous ..
daddy said mama tenat .. that time daddy sound like mcm ta sampai hti nak tell us ..
i felt like nak crying dah ..
i went back to my class to back my bag same with my brother ..

in the car ..
if i not mistaken kat higway Alor Setar, daddy ask me and my brother to baca al-fatihah..
then daddy said actually mama dah meninggal tadi ..
my brother nangis kuat sgt ..
but i can control myself and i was still cant believe it ..
i wanna see with my eyes ..

arrived at the hospital ..
nak lift to level 5 ..
get in the ward ..
the pihak hospital dah siap kapan ..
em time tu i cant control myself ..
i ran out ..
YA ALLAH .. only ALLAH know what i'm feel time tu ..
it very hard for me ..


Today dah 4 tahun Mama not with us ..
rindu tu tayah cter mmg sangat2 pun ..
if time can UNDO , i nak the time that i can spent all my time with my Mama ..

YA ALLAH , cucurilah rahmat ke atas Rosemina Saad ..

Tempatkan mama dengan orang2 yg beriman ..

Ampunkanlah segala dosa2 yg telah mama lakukan ..

Jauhi mama dari seksa kubur dan api neraka ..

Amiin ..

Al - Fatihah ~

Baby I Love You ♥

Today at school ..

macam @%$#&\ ..
sorry to be rude with this post .. hihihi
my mood now tension .. and tension why ??
emm ...

today i woke up like always , 6.15 am ..
take a bath about 8-10minutes ..
dressing , dress up , pray all about 30- 45 minutes .. haha perempuan kan ?? normal laa..
around 7 ten keluar rumah and started my journey to beloved school ..
arrived about 10 minutes * malas malas *

in school !!
WTF !! where's my gang ?? they not coming ?? F la ..
didnt tell me pun last nite ..
shit shit shit !!
i'm alone alone alone ..
seorang tanak datang abeh semua tanak datang ..
so how Malaysia gonna maju ?! hehe

1st period - Formal Assembly but today very special .. no singing 3 songs ! haha

adakah ia Fakta @ Kebetulan ??

Tahukah anda semalam adalah bertarikh 6 November 2010 .. ?

hahaha ..( jangan serius sangat , nothing pun)

pelikla .. kat mukabuku some of my friends (ramai gak la) talk about their :
6 Nov 2010 ,
6 / 11 / 2010 ,
06112010 ,

Bad day ..

all this happen today ..

on saturday on 06nov2010..

1) i hate chicken so much ..

-u know what happen ?? i'm to0 hungry and i dont what to eat ..

i need some thing esay to make it but taste good ..

i was fried a chicken egg with roti Gardenie mix it together .. secara umumnyer memang taste good la ..

after a few minutes ... like always around my neck turn in red and gile gatal2 ..

what can i say selain PADAN MUKA !!! hahahaa ..loser ~